Dad punched a pitch shot through the tall trees and we wandered up by the green. He could see that I was deep in thought and so he prodded "What?" I blankly responded "Nothing," not wanting to admit that my frustration was with his reactive, yet preemptive earlier comment. "Something" he pressed holding the word out a little too long so that I would know he was serious and there was no escaping this conversation. So I started the only place I knew how: "Well, I love you a lot see, and uuuh..." He immediately cut me off with "That hasn't got anything to do with it, just tell me what you want!" This was the tone I was avoiding. An argument followed. OK more like me asserting that my love really was the motivation for me being frustrated and him trying to get to the real heart of the matter. I just couldn't continue until he accepted that love really was the crux of my premise. At the time I didn't even know what a premise was; but I knew that if he didn't accept that I was "all worked up" about my love for him, then how would he ever understand that I was disappointed because his love for me was an afterthought, a reaction. We quibbled back and forth me becoming more frustrated and Dad becoming frustrated because this forced lapse in concentration made him lose a ball in the pond off to the right of the seventh fairway. Until finally climbing the slope of the cart path near the back of the seventh green, he blurted out in utter desperation "Heavenly Father knows what you are thinking and he will tell me when I see him!" I was completely confused by this turn of the conversation. Now the shoe was on the other foot, and I prodded "Who is Heavenly Father?"
The whole scene changed. Dad was instantly calm and pensive. He stared at me for a few seconds trying to sort out what should happen next. He tapped in a putt; and then began to teach me about the pre-existence, and a Father who knows all things, who even knows the intents of our hearts. I don't remember his exact words, once again the memories have faded with age. Perhaps some day I will again remember and be able to add the dialog. What I do remember was the feeling of that testimony! I remember the vision that still burns in my mind's eye of that loving Father, sitting on his throne, and the happiness in his eyes as I came to know him. How lucky I am to have a father who was willing to let his son tag along that day. How fortunate to have a father who when faced with the hard question that afternoon, made the choice to instruct me instead of dismissing the question. How blessed to have a father that served a mission, who had learned how to bear that testimony with power in such a tender moment.